cause the spaces
between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly ♥
oh darling i wish you were here
west coast friendship
Soni-ARGH! Says Hi.
Loves music...heals the soul
Is a Goofy Goober LOL
Loves living in her daydreams
Talks to herself
Random-RIFIC most of the time
♥ And the journey continues :
. Heng Kit+
. Yi Vonne+
. Hui Yee+♥
. Pui Yein+
. Joon Wei+
. Kay Kay+
. Wai Kin+
. Tsi Minn+
. Tsi Wey+
. Thu Hoong+
. Kyle Burns (FTSK)+
. Martin Johnson (BLG))+
Thursday, October 3, 2013 @ 3:25 PM
Been ages since I checked my blog out and boy did it need an update !
Well, from the last post, as you all know I am in the UK to finish up my law degree, I am proud to say I have accomplished that at this point and will be graduating this November !
Those close to me know the ups and downs I had to face and many more think I came here with their snide remarks of me having it easy. Dont need to go into detail, as I have come to a point in my life where all that matters is that I stay true to myself and respect those who have helped me when I needed it.
Through this journey only I have grown so much, though every year I say this to myself but honestly, once you started living away from all the comforts you used to take for granted, then you will have a taste of what may be waiting for you in the near future. Am not implying that everyone is going to have it rough but for me personally, I did but thats actually a good thing. Through it all comes a lesson, I doubted myself, some nights I cried myself to sleep wondering if the decisions I have made was the right ones. But, come to think of it, there is never a right decision, if you choose either or, it will always seem like a wrong or right one, at the end of it all it has a lesson to learn from and a part of you grows with it.
Just the other day I had attended a concert to watch Paramore! Yes, I had to wait nearly 6 years but it was well worth it. Anyways, before I get side tracked, the things is, I started reflecting on a question I have pondered everytime my mind wanders, its the question that I ask myself way too many times.
"To know who you are, you need to find yourself."
Ya well, easier said then done would usually be my response, but then, one day it hit me when I was so excited for my Paramore concert. From the day we are born, we dont know who we are, but rather we starting forming ideas of what we think we should be which ultimately ends up turning us into indivdulas we thought we know who we are suppose to be. I thought it was fair enough to put it that way, but then again, why should we stop at certain ages of our lives to finally say, "yes, this is who I am".
You know why? Because I dont think I know who I am truly up to now and its okay ! From the time I was young, I used to be different characteristics and a little of each character stuck by me throughout the process of 'growing up'. When I was in high school, it seemed a little bit clearer because I had different phases when I was growing up, I used to be the girly girl, then I decided I was an emo/rocker girl, then I was a 'I-wanna-be-mature-now' girl. And those phases til now, I feel are all in me and the come out at time when it best suits a situation.
I dont know if what I am saying makes sense but to me it basically means, we should never stop letting ourselves justify who we are at any point of our lives. We experiment and see how it suits a situation, if its not working out, keep it cause it may come in use for another situation, dont you think so?
I like this way of finding myself cause somedays I can be whoever I want to be for every occasion. Dont get me wrong, I am not a psycho path with multiple personalities, I am who I am because that who I have been growing to be, and still am growing.
Its really interesting for me to feel this way as I am just 21 (22 soon!) but who says you cant really starting learning to be wise at a young age, you wont be a philosopher but heck! At least you'll know you're on the right track once you reflect from it all. I honestly feel at this age, if you are not making mistakes and living with regrets then you arent facing the harsh reality of admitting it to yourself and not allowing yourself to learn from it.
Wow, I wasnt expecting to write this much !
Anyways, this blog wont be updated often, its just a place for me to reflect every now and then and to laugh at all my old posts. I have to admit, somedays I loathe growing up, I just wish I did things differently in certain situations but I wouldnt be here if it wasnt for those situations.
So, to end this post, I say, CHEERS to the future, may I be wise, happy and contented with my life and may I be strong and prepared for whats to come !
Everyday I am blessed to have the life I have, to have the family and friends I have and to have my true love with me, so for that I am rich, for these treasures in my life keeps me living day after day !
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 @ 4:34 PM
Uk, here I am
been awhile, literally it has been awhile.
a friend of mine reminded me bout blogging, so here I am.
a lot has been going on. i got through my first year of law school and now here i am in the UK doing my 2nd year
i dont know where to start, life is moving too fast for me, some days i just feel demotovated , but all i know is that this a great experience i am living which
seem somewhat like a dream, it is still so surreal to. i am so grateful to my parents for this.
anyways, yeah... i shall leave ya'll with a recent photo of me :)
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Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 6:30 AM
Im Gonna Try Anything To Just Feel Better
i have recently found out that i have people exploring through my blog,
so i took some time out to blog :)
as you can see in my pic above, i have dyed my hair,
YES! finally :D
i new hairdo ,
i really cant stand having the same hairstyle for too loooong,
this hair color was done by my mum hehehe thank you :)
i love it! :D
other than that,
working in Chilis is really good but take a toll on me,
i am really tired and sometimes i feel like quitting,
but Chilis is really flexible with my schedule and i get to enjoy some cool privilege,
so, im staying on till i really cant take it :)
plus, working with Neerusha makes my working hours seem shorter, thanks so much for working with me my baybehhh! without you work is really boring, trust me! hahaha
im gonna be learning how to be a Bartender soon! :D
in other news,
i can safely say that i have passed my
all my efforts paid off and im so happy,
now my 3 months break is gonna be over and i will be starting my degree course soon!
im gonna be doing my Law Degree,
its not going to be easy, but hey, nothing is ever easy,
im just gonna give it my all and hope for the best.
Kitty has also decided to stay on at BAC
i love you soooo much for doing that! :)
looking forward to a new fresh start in college with you babe,
i hope the best for us, and less drama.
i managed to Skype with Tiffany, who is now currently at Canada for a holiday,
its fun to cam with her, we can get a lil crazy
hope you're having a great time babe, and see you soon!
i really miss hanging out like this,
us girls, on a night out, just catching up,
being nostalgic, talking bout life, joking around and just being us,
i love how we are all so different yet we can accept each other,
i love you girls for that.
although we may be apart somedays, know that you girls are in my heart 24/7 .
i miss you la broooo!
time to catch up and have some fun!
i cant wait to start college and get together with everyone!
lets hope good things are in store for me,
less drama please, and lets all grow up and be rational in our thinking and speech.
yes SONIA SOON, this applies to you as well!
here comes another chapter in my life, about to begin.
i stand here in fear hoping for everything to go well.
i am smiling on the outside but inside i am scared as hell,
afraid to know that the future is so unpredictable,
yet, i feel good to know that there is hope,
and everyday is a new day, im going to live it.
there is bound to be a good day, and that is what i am living for
have a good 4 months ppl! :D
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Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 4:06 AM
"You don’t love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her".
a quickie update.
Working in Chilis has been awesome so far,
but very very tiring, sometimes i get so drained out and its sucks the life out of my personal life!
but, in the end of the, i just think bout the cash!
other than that nothing much has been going on,
next week i will be attending a Charity Concert organized by my college mates,
its gonna be held at PWTC at 7pm
let me know :D
its for a good cause!
other than that,
so much has been going on in my head,
lots of healthy advice and my head is kinda cleared.
lets hope the advices apply well.
i need it to, i really do.
someone is absent for a while and i cant wait till he's back :D
this pic never fails to crack me up!
everytime im down, or i miss my friends i just stare at this picture and literally LMAO!
i miss my friends :/
i wonder if they miss me ?
ok so anyways,
thats bout it,
suppose to be out now but i just had an urge to update,
Julia is gonna kill me!
have a nice day everyone
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Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 9:34 AM
Can I Have This Dance?
updates updates updates
ok the other day was the
Spain V Paraguay
damn it was such a nerve wrecking game!
i was so tensed up, i lost my voice and i had a headache!
im glad i shared that moment with my peeps at my place :D
thank god Spain won!
she was a nerd
then i was a nerd
eyes on the match
the next day
me and my friends playing some basketball
it was so fun, and the weather was great :D
i made this deal whereby if Spain manage to beat Paraguay then i would color my hair like before,
as shown below:
i dont mind actually, i loved that hair, just that,
if i do, i also wanna make my hair the color it was after that,
as shown below (minus the highlights) :
i hope it'll turn out well,
you guys gotta wait and see
i need mon-AAAAAY~
i hope and pray my kitchen will look like this!
here's pics that are such a coincidence:
i like this the best :D
in other news,
my account has totally dried up, and im in need of money!
so, i applied for a job at Chilis and i got it there and then!
i hope its gonna be worth the money i get, i really need to work hard and take all that comes my way,
this would be my first official job
lets hope i dont screw up
thats all for now
i need a holiday, asap
P.S: You Are My Only Exception, ily.back to top?
Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 12:35 PM
Hala Espana :)
here is a post dedicated for
got inspired by their jersey, i decided to try the makeup colours
not hard to do, really simple yet it looks very dolled up :)
i used red and yellow, blend well, add some eyeliner, blush,
some nice pale/natural lip color
then, ta da :)
i hope Spain dont let me down :)
at least get to the Semi's! ♥
i am gonna keep my eye on
Toress (9) , he'd better step his game up!
and David Villa, gotta stop flunking on the damn penalty again!
all the best ESPANYOL!
Soy El Apoyo De España ! :)back to top?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 8:24 AM
Let Love In
i recently cut my hair!
not sooo recently, bout a month ago
after a long break, i have come back to blog.
its been a while but i am now on my official 3 month break,
i am done with my A Levels, the results will be out in August,
i hope and pray hard that i pass well and dont have to re-sit the papers again,
a-levels is like hell! i dont know how the science subject students do it
i am currently feeling under the weather,
must be the weather.
i've not been having a progressive holiday so far,
i've made many plans but as usual,
things will never go according to plans,
i've learnt to go with the flow and not rely on "my plans" as much.
i have learnt quite a number of lessons within this half year,
few events has been going on in my life that really opened up my eyes, both in good and bad
i wonder now whether these events that happened are here to help me with whatever that may come my way in the future,
i am learning to control some of my bad habits as well as learn that:
"i am my own saviour"
there's no one out there that can help you but yourself,
it does help to have friends and good influences to help out,
they boost me up,
but in the end of the day, i found that even with all that help and advice,
it is i who needs to encourage myself to be a better person,
to be the better person,
to think wisely,
to trust no one but yourself,
i learn that we live for ourselves in the end of the day
i have been facing lots of ups and down,
lots of joy and disappointment,
lots of talks and arguments,
tears and smiles.
all this just made me see how i have to always have a strong mindset and have a thick skin & to be selfish for my sake.
it may be a good or bad thing, i will never know, but,
life is a learning process.
when we fail, we learn and improve ourselves.
of course it will hurt but, it is already a blessing to be alive, we have to embrace that fact and learn to progress from that.
self improvement is what i am striving for,
we are never 100% perfect, there is always room for improvements,
which means more room for disappointment as well.
i am also just like you,
i break down and sometimes i feel like the world would be a better place without my existence, but then again,
we are put on earth for a reason,
dont you think so too?
i hope for a better tomorrow,
i hope to have the people i love around me to give me strength and the right influence i need,
i hope i am strong to face whatever the future brings.
"And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world"
- James Morrison ♥
i find Glee to be quiet a good series.
using music to teach you a thing or two about life.
quiet inspirational, and i think we all can learn a lot just by watching this show
in other context,
the World Cup fever has been taking the world by storm
everything is about Football now.
the World Cup this year has been full of surprises,
both good and bad.
we see diff countries showing great improvement and some showing bad play
there's been a lot of controversy over the ball this year as it doesnt seem to suit the altitude of the African country, causing the ball to be lighter and results to the ball moving faster or going out of control!
it may be just an excuse, but, i think nevertheless they should still be able to play.
highest scoring so far is by Portugal who scored 7 against the North Koreans.
i personally am not impressed by that.
i think it was very cocky of them to show no mercy.
the North Koreans have been surprisingly been amazing this World Cup,
they shouldnt be embarrassed as it is only their 2nd appearance and it just seems ridiculous for Portugal to take advantage of their weak opponent.
other than that, i think the matches so far has been alright,
proud to see a Malaysian referee in there :D
i am rooting for SPAIN this year,
they've not been having a good run so far.
lets hope for improvements :D
Torres has not been delivering,
i feel that he is still unfit but he should really just give it his all
it is now or never.
thats all i shall update about,
i am ending this post with :
"He's Super Strong, And Super Naked"
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