Cold Nostalgia

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 2:29 PM

Hopeless Love

Im deeply hurt by him.

although we never were together, i still cant believe he had the heart to leave me hurt and hanging by a broken string.

i gave him my trust and cared for him.

i wrote him a poem,a letter and sent him a present.

i bet he threw them all away. i bet he's forgotten all that i've done for him.

everything he had said was a lie, but back then, they were all i could think about.

i thought i had put him as my past but, he seems to be everywhere to me.

seeing the pictures and the video didnt make it any better.

the tears start to flow again

and i start to think back on the days when you can make me so happy and make me smile till my cheeks hurt.

i guess i was the only fool who thought the feelings were real.

i was just 'another girl' to him dumb enough to fall for his charm and now left bruised and hurt while he has a jolly good time with another girl.

P.S:

The things he said that made me feel we had something special:

HE says:

"so you wanna share your life with me?"

"i got you,thats all that matters"

"i really like you babi,i wanna go and see you,i love your smile"

"huni i really wanna meet you,ur still special to me"

Yea i kept the convo's cause they meant something, guess words are just words.
One fine day he decides that im nothing and says 'we cant talk much'.
I wanna delete em all, but, im finding it hard, especially the poem.

i enjoyed the times we had, but i just wished i've never met you.

Hopeless Love-

Daphne Loves Derby

Two hundred miles away from home.

Two hundred miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs.

But you don't care at all.

You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs.

You demand to be chased for your love.

My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.

But you don't care at all.

There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?

I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.

But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.

I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.

I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,

Every time you're here.

What would it take for me to be with you?

I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed.

I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all.

Hopeless love please leave me.

This broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long.

Why don't you care at all?

I'm dying for a place in your heart.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?

I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.

But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.

I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.

I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,

Every time you're here.

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?

This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.

And now I regret the day we met.

And help me forget your name.

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