Cold Nostalgia

Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 3:04 AM

life's getting harder~

manda...i miss u...

mia's takin over..its not right!

my dear friend manda has been goin through a really rough time now...
i feel so bad for wat is happening to her and its not her fault...it is not.
she just cant control wat her mind is doin...
im worried bout her and so is everyone else...

Dear manda,

if u're reading this...i hope u will find the strength to carry on...suicide isnever the answer...u noe u hv the power to end this...u did it once...u can do it again...everyone believe's in you...you should too.
YOU CAN DO IT!
takes time but it'll end...
GET WELL SOON!~

P.S: we all miss u...just dump dat B**** Mia...we're so much more worth u're time than that digusting disease!~
we're all rooting for you!

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Didnt go skool on thu n fri...went back 2 penang for my cousin brother's one year prayers...seems like just yesterday was his funeral...we were really close...sigh...i miss u alot...death is such a horrible thing...its very hurtful when that someone is close to your heart...i cant bear losing anymore loved ones.....

nowadays time goes by so fast that we barely have time to mourn for the ones we lost...sigh...

cant believe its already been a year... miss u so much...i hope u're in a better place...u'll always be on my mind...

*the view from my aunt's apartment at Penang...its where my cousin lives too..

i bet he's up there...look like heaven eh..the hills with all the clouds...sigh...

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sigh...
exam in 2 days time...damn it...
then holiday for 1 week...yay...lol..
not much to blog bout...just hv loads of pics...

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plus i bought a new story book..
'Pretty Little Liars'

its like a murder story..oooohhhhh!~
seems nice...start reading 2day...

anyways,i saw a malysian elvis..lol...at 1u MPH..

ohhh and i 4 the 1st time had a Blizzard ice cream...damn kiasu!~

its an ice cream like McD's flurry..but when u turn it upside down..the ic cream wont fall....

i kept turning it upside down n my mum was like

'EH!when it melts it'll fall out la!'

*saw this car near Asia Cafe...lol...jealous!

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AT TUTION THE OTHER DAY!~
did some cam whoring cause me and Tiff went 2 class a lil early

*her damn Ed Hardy hoodie..ishhhh!~

*DEI!wat u lookin at macha!~

*this pic has a funny story behind it...

i put the camera on timer...

when we were posing suddenly a whole bunch of studnts walked in the classroom and me and Tiff were like...

ntg goin on here..lalalala~lol!~
we looked like weirdo's maaaaan!~

*finale!~

got lots of pics by Farah from the other day too...

wont post all of em thou...*sorry Tiff...lol!~

Anyways,any of u heard songs by a band called Flyleaf...

the lead singer's a girl(Lacey Mosley)...

she can screamo man!~she rocks!

they're band's kinda like Paramore...but more hardcore..and emo...

im not that into sreamo's but this is too good to refuse...!~

my fav song so far by Flyleaf-So Sick

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up(Shut up)
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at the sound

You sink into my clothes.
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

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